Final mention to my Family

[ILoveNTG 31]

Hello dears! It's Illusive-Man. I write from this account, as my main account is banned. As you all know, I quit the staff. I don't want to talk about why I left, it happened, nothing else matters. But I want to say a final goodbye to my family and my home, where I have lived a wonderful 2 years and 3 months and say a few words about this beautiful place. I do not like the feeling of understatement and I think it is wrong when a person just leaves silently as a stranger.
NTG for me is a whole world where people from all over the world share knowledge, thoughts, ideas, achievements. They communicate, are friends, sometimes, unfortunately, swear, life here always boils.
When I registered here 2 years ago, I didn't think this site would become an important part of my life for such a long time, I was just looking for accounts and configs and I liked this site more than others I found. But over time I got more and more attracted in here and at some point I caught myself on the fact that NTG is the first place where I go when I sit behind the computer. Before and after work, I always go here, at least for 15-20 minutes, because I can not without it, this site has become like a drug for me (in a good way). Often I just liked to watch people chatting while I was doing my own thing, it's probably weird, but it's true.
I rarely showed outside activity for a long time, although I always had my opinion on many issues, but most often did not Express it, just watched from the side. Then this forum for me is just a nice cozy place where I liked to spend my free time on the Internet. Everything changed when Bonez became the owner of NTG. This inspired me, I became interested, there was a new excitement, which I did not have yet, I began to take the initiative, to put forward ideas. Perhaps Bonez felt this impulse of mine and somehow he wrote me a message in which he offered me the position of SuperMod, because in his opinion I am capable of more than just being a cracker and I agreed. It was different, but in General, it was the coolest 7 months of my stay here. I could do more good and I loved it. I hope I've been helpful. However, all good things come to an end and my case is no exception. Well, okay, now I want to mention to our staff.
@xcyclonix A good and reliable friend, cracker. You're a wonderful Man. You are not a legend of NTG, you are a legend of the whole cracking!
@dontrauco good comrade, I am grateful for your help and trust!
@oppaje quiet, calm, open, always helpful.  You've never denied me anything, never ignored me. And you're a great contributor!
@mohamed_b11117 Lord of the Rapidgator! I dub you the best file hosting cracker!
@dpd1973 @Menda @enaama I truly respect your job in the non-porn sections.
@dcybergeek I'm very impressed with your work in the VIP sections. For me you are the best contributor in the last 2 months. Keep working, don't do anything stupid and you will succeed, I'm sure!
@xinx I congratulate you on your promotion, you deserve it! Tip: put more content in the VIP area and not get hung up on the rating, the Senior Staff evaluates crackers not on the number propz, but the volume of work in Red Rope and Shady Bastards. Good luck to you!
@Contributor, your labor is very important. You are the Foundation on which rests NTG. Always remember that.
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@DominatoR. You're doing great, but if you want to achieve something more, complete the requests of members. And no more leeching, never! That's it.
@CuervoBlanco Congratulations on winning MOTM! I hope that you will not stop there and continue to develop.
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@masterpiece First of all, I am grateful for your message and words of support, I was very pleased. I promise I'll answer on your question in Discord soon. Also, thank you for doing what I asked. You are a great Master and a good friend! I love you too, bro!
@abrooke139 You're an outstanding Config Masta, one of the best on the Internet! Many of your configs are amazing and unique! I thank you for your great help to me in the past and for the interesting communication.
@Mega_1 & @Mafiossos I'll just say, you're both legends to me!
@stex24 You're a legend too! When I wasn't on staff yet, I once wrote you a message asking what price I could buy one of your private configs. And in return, you just sent it to me for free. It was almost 2 years ago, but I remember it.
@poKhreL You are an extraordinary Config Maker with your special style!
@Vero Over the past couple of months you uploaded a huge number of configurations. I applaud you, Config Masta of the Month!
 @Config Masta, to me you are all painters, and your work is art. A deep bow to you all for what you do. You're the heart of cracking!
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@Ignition Genius of creativity and graphic inventions! I thank you for your help in creating the OTM-groups. Without your logos, I would not be able to fully implement it.
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@-DEXTER- A good cracker and an excellent moderator.
@Foxmind lazy mod :p
@Mongol You clean the forum like the terminator, I'm very impressed with your contribution to the cleaning section PU.
@Moderator your job is extremely tedious and difficult, many do not notice your efforts, but what you do is of great importance.
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@BaBaBlAcK You have the most difficult and meticulous work, you are always in the shadows, but bring great benefit.
@DaredEvil I've always genuinely liked you. For me, you are an example of how a person can work on himself and his mistakes. For a long time, you were a leecher with a repugnant reputation. But like I said, you've done a lot of work on yourself over time, and you've grown very much as a person. You have aged with all your might to change the opinion of others and have been one of the best and most active crackers for a long time, you were the headliner of this site! I remember one time Bonez deservedly promoted you to a Contributor, and then suddenly overturned the decision because he couldn't trust the former leecher to be on the staff. But I saw that you've changed and I've created a topic in which I wrote that the past should stay in the past, everyone deserves a second chance and asked not to judge you only for what was once upon a time, the more that you are trying to become the best version of yourself. Many people supported me then, but Bonez was adamant, and Bulma wrote me PM in which criticized my actions. However through a few days Bonez has changed his mind and reinstated you, and in shoutbox he thanked me and added, that I was rights. And you realized your chance for 100%, achieved great success and became one of the most important and respected people in NTG. Now you are not so active, but I am sure that you will remind about yourself and your best days here are yet to come!
@JunooN You are a purposeful, hardworking and ambitious person! I'm very impressed with your diligence. I congratulate you on your promotion to the SuperModerator, I'm not surprised at all, and especially the victory in the SOTM (in my opinion it's even cooler, because the promotion is the decision of several people, and the SOTM is an objective recognition of the entire staff)! Keep up the good work and you'll be a huge success! I know that.
@ShadowAngel I really like your themes with a fresh proxies, and especially with a rare videos from different sites. You know how to create something special and it's cool!
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Many of you (even the staff) do not know how much admins work, because so much remains behind the scenes even for Supermoderators. When I made out the OTM-groups, I got 1 day administrator rights. When I finished my work, I decided out of curiosity to take a look at the admins room. I want to say that the work there is constantly boiling, every day our heads discuss and make important decisions on a variety of topics for the prosperity of the forum. I have a lot to learn from everyone.
@Androidking I hope that your forced vacation will end successfully and you will return full of enthusiasm and ideas. You are a smart and creative person, you are able to do great things, I hope that you will be able to realize your huge potential here, the main thing is to be bolder and more persistent and never be afraid to take the initiative!
@Sangha You are one of the best crackers on the Internet. I really respect your colossal work in fulfilling requests and posting accounts in Red Rope section.
@popper rock (warez & vidz King) & @Zezima (NTG sheriff) For me, you are two symbols of honor, justice, loyalty, and reliability!
@cyber_junkie The wise elder NTG! I've always associated you with master Yoda.
@Tito I somehow fell out with you over Ultimate Toss. And now I want to apologize to you, I had to be more diplomatic and not argue about such nonsense. I also told you a lot of superfluous, because your words made me angry, but it was still wrong on my part. And I thank you for opening the door to the staff, promoting me to the Contributor.
@alucard For me you are the personification of the perfect administrator. You are a brilliant sherlock, a hardworking moderator, a great cracker, an excellent organizer and leader. You are strict, but fair, a true professional. I remember when you left, I was very annoyed, and then I wrote a huge PM to Bonez, in which I tried hard to convince him to get you back, because I knew that you needed NTG, we had a rather long dialogue, and frankly I thought that I could not convince him, but a couple of days after our conversation, I saw that he reinstated you as an admin. And I was very happy when after a while you came back. I have always admired you, and if on NTG there is a person for whom I wanted to be equal, then this is first and foremost you.
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Julian As I see it, you are very angry with me and it is your right, but if you are reading this, I thank you for creating this wonderful forum, which has become home to many people from all over the world, United by common interests, and keep it alive for 11 years.

@Bonez I thank you for believing in me and giving me the opportunity to prove myself as a Supermod, for helping me to get started, for telling and showing me many things that I did not know, for trust and openness, for excellent companionship. Oddly enough, I'm quite a private person and little communicate with people, but with you I was wondering, I hope that you too, and you know about me more than anyone. I wish you success and realize everything you want here.

I thank each and every user  @Shady Bastards @Red Rope @Power User @Member @Members for the help, support, criticism, information and just for the pleasant communication! I always remember this forum, you are the best!
That's all... I'm leaving with a calm heart, because we have amazing staff and while you are all together, NTG will be fine.

Do not remember dashing! Your friend, colleague and brother, Illusive-Man.

NTG Forever!

[oppaje 12,168]

I am not really sure what happened here. I am hoping there is something that can be done to fix this, with that being said thank you for all the work you have done here and wish you the best.

[popper rock 4,155]

Illusive-Man i don't want to get into anything more then what I'm saying here, me myself feel that you should have stay here as a member or staff, and help the site grow.I don't know why your main account was banned, i thank you for the kind words but if you wanted to be apart of NTG you could have save this and talk to Admins or the one who banned you to unban you, something not meant to be discuss in public. Like oppaje said thank you for all you share here.  

[xcyclonix 13,839]

you will be missed my amigo

[jose400 33]

te vamos  a extranar ojala regreses  pronto mi hermano

[popper rock 4,155]

10 minutes ago, jose400 said:

te vamos  a extranar ojala regreses  pronto mi hermano

English on the the board next time please. Thank you and yes Illusive will be missed

[cyber_junkie 2,593]

@ILoveNTG everything can be sorted by explaining your issues. I don't even know the exact reason of your departure. we admins are here to help , so if you can explain us what happened at least .

[Zezima 666]

I think if he wrote all this out and mentioned everyone it is because he won't be coming back anytime soon even though I wish you didn't leave. Thanks for all the OTM things you did and many other good thing you helped out with in forum.

 

[Androidking 2,794]

@ILoveNTG Thanks for the kind words,a true friend and I respected that.I also like to thank-you for the hard work,and the help you gave me.If we can change your mind and bury the hatchet I would love to see you back at NTG. What ever you do and wherever you go,NTG will miss your input.

[DominatoR. 6,289]

thank you for for your kind words and great work you have been putted in NTG, i will take you words as a encourage even if i didn't know you very well you will be missed brother take care and good luck

[dcybergeek 3,166]

Thank you for your kind words. I do not know why all this happened, but I wish to see you here back in sometime. Till then goodluck with your upcoming ventures. Gonna miss you bro.

[ILoveNTG 31]

Many thanks to everyone for your support!!!!

7 hours ago, Androidking said:

If we can change your mind and bury the hatchet I would love to see you back at NTG. 

It's not that, I just showed integrity, I did the same thing that one admin did 1.5 years ago, and I left for the same reason, although he doesn't understand it, and I really didn't want to leave. I still don't want to, but there are 3 reasons I can't be on staff. I can not voice them out loud, moreover one of them (the most painful for me), I even in a personal conversation can not tell admins, because it concerns only me and the person I supported once. I don't even want to tell him that because he's gonna resent me for saying it.

Edited June 10, 2019 by ILoveNTG

[nobody 5,392]

@ILoveNTG  (Illusive-Man) I'm too don't know the exact reason of your ban, only few details, but but I'll try to find out, I tried to pm you, but you were banned and I don't have your discord, anyway you are a good element of staff, you worked hard, giving ideas, helping new staff members, etc.

PD: thanks for you words, I was told that you take part so that I would go back as staff when I was demoted, I appreciated.

I will not say bye, only see ya, but let's hope this have a happy ending

[ILoveNTG 31]

5 minutes ago, alucard said:

don't have your discord,

Illusive Man#7621

[masterpiece 226]

will miss you bro love you alot 

[stex24 1,876]

damn, everyone's leaving us

[DareDevil 5,370]

Illusive thanks for your respected Words. I would love you to stay here and Be a part of the Family. If you want a break yes u can take , But leaving a family anytime is not a good Option. I would love to see again the Whole NTG and shutbox flooding with wonderful conversations and the competitions we had in old time. 

Change your Mind and stay here. Discuss your problem here how u got banned and we will see if its reversible  

[Guest]

Not sure if leaving NTG was the last resort for you or you could have done something for a better settlement. I'm totally unbeknownst of what has happened for which you had to this or even the reason was good enough for you to leave the community you cared so much about.

It's hard to find such active minds in forums and it's definitely not the best of thing for NTG to see you go.

I'm even unsure about the possibilities of your return to our community to fill the void that has been made coz I don't exactly know what's going through your mind regarding this.

But one thing is for sure that our staff team would dearly want to see you back again to doing what you did best as a staff.

See what best you can do mate.

[Ignition 296]

to Illusive-Man  Personally I do not like farewells, I just wanted to comment that is synonymous of greatness, say goodbye as you have done, having recognition and nice words for everyone.

Good luck in the future, and you already know, always looking straight ahead.

[Bonez 6,079]

9 hours ago, stex24 said:

damn, everyone's leaving us

Yes, the old guard is becoming thinner.

This site needs SEO work done to become alive again. And it doesn't help that google blacklisted us...

[Bonez 6,079]

23 hours ago, ILoveNTG said:

@Bonez I thank you for believing in me and giving me the opportunity to prove myself as a Supermod, for helping me to get started, for telling and showing me many things that I did not know, for trust and openness, for excellent companionship. Oddly enough, I'm quite a private person and little communicate with people, but with you I was wondering, I hope that you too, and you know about me more than anyone. I wish you success and realize everything you want here.

Thank you for all you've done.

If you wanna talk, hit me up on discord

[dontrauco 646]

Thanks for your kind words my good comrade. I am grateful too for your help, trust and also for your all great work here.
I don't know has happened, but whatever the reasons, I wish all the best for you.
Cheers.

[Androidking 2,794]

On 6/10/2019 at 5:46 AM, ILoveNTG said:

Illusive Man#7621

I have sent a friends request via discord It will show as  my first name rather than Androidking 

[Mafiossos 838]

@ILoveNTG, I would like to take this opportunity to thank you for your service, your contributions both as a cracker and as a moderator, and most importantly your valuable friendship. Thank you for believing in the essence of this forum from staff to members since your joining day. You certainly have my utmost appreciation and respect. I wish you all the success life has to offer.

[ILoveNTG 31]

On 6/10/2019 at 5:44 PM, Ignition said:

to Illusive-Man  Personally I do not like farewells, I just wanted to comment that is synonymous of greatness, say goodbye as you have done, having recognition and nice words for everyone.

 

I always liked your honesty. As I have already said, NTG is more than a regular forum for me and I did not want to leave the branded traitor erased from history as an empty place. Maybe I look arrogant, but I think I didn’t deserve it. I wanted to leave right

On 6/11/2019 at 4:44 PM, Mafiossos said:

@ILoveNTG, I would like to take this opportunity to thank you for your service, your contributions both as a cracker and as a moderator, and most importantly your valuable friendship. Thank you for believing in the essence of this forum from staff to members since your joining day. You certainly have my utmost appreciation and respect. I wish you all the success life has to offer.

If I could, I would hug you now.

On 6/11/2019 at 1:25 PM, Androidking said:

I have sent a friends request via discord It will show as  my first name rather than Androidking 

I have 6 applications to friends over the last few days, I took all of them, write me who you are.

Edited June 14, 2019 by ILoveNTG